Even worst than feeling like I lost the man I love, I feel like I lost one of the few friends I had, one of the few people who made me keep coming back. We would talk everyday and he had made me feel wanted, needed. There hasn't been a person in my life time who could make me feel like that. And now he's gone. Everything is gone besides this feeling of solitude.

I had loved him from the first day I saw him and I don't know how long I still will.